daffodils, dahlias, and daisies.

earth to me.
watched the sad parts of My Girl last night just so i can cry. i think i sound so damn pathetic right now but sometimes, a good cry is all you need. i was crossing my fingers the whole time though. didnt want history to repeat itself, and thankfully, the fuse were all good ;]

cleared my head up a bit. lightened up this heart a bit.
breakfast talk with mom was perfect. and it makes me appreciate her even more, despite the "screaming" sessions we sometimes have. i know, its like, hah? liyana SCREAMS?? wahahah. yes i do :)

anyways,
as part of self- therapy, i told myself that i will try to remember to wake up each morning with a smile and tell myself that its going to be a good day and that im happy, before i do anything else. it might work i dont know but im giving it a try. maybe it'd also help some of you out there but whatever it is, we must bear in mind that happiness sought is happiness gained and no one can help you gain it but you. i know so, and i always have. but you just cant help losing out to the "dark" side every once in a while can you? especially in times when you're most emotionally vulnerable.

but of course i will always try to find in me the will and strength to bring myself together again, pull myself up from the downs, and just have a more positive outlook on life. because i guess im probably the last person to have the right to be sad, seeing that i have the most doting parents and the most supportive sister. so i dont know why i still get hit by that emotion and be weakened by it.

i need to be more spiritually inclined, because i admit, that is something that i have slackened in these last few months and im not proud of it because as we get older, we should by right be more responsible in this area, and not otherwise. because to feel at ease and at peace with yourself has lots to do with the connection with God and i think my lacking in this area, has a huge part to play with why im feeling the way i have been lately.

anyhoos,
im fine now, or as fine as i can be. the parents have gone to JB for Aunt's first child celebration but i chose not to follow along. have articles to finish writing and i just need the time alone. also, its no denying that im very much a homie ! so lets cheer up and do some fun stuff :)

You Are Most Like Carrie!

You're quirky, flirty, and every guy's perfect first date. But can the guy in question live up to your romantic ideal? It's tough for you to find the right match - you're more than a little picky. Never fear... You've got a great group of friends and a great closet of clothes, no matter what! Romantic prediction: You'll fall for someone this year... Totally different from any guy you've dated.

href="Which'>http://ynr.blogthings.com/whichsexandthecityvixenareyouquiz/">Which Sex and the City Vixen Are You?

courtesy from sandscreen ;]

but who'd expect me = Carrie ?? hmms.

You Are a Feminine Beauty!

You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him. You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion. This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers. You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible.

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obviously these quizzes are for girls only, for some girly fun

:)

You Are Cherry Kiss Lip Gloss

You're a total girly girl who's every guy is sweet on. You take pleasure in the simple things in life, from cute t-shirts to stuffed animals. Any guy needs to match your romantic idealism to win your heart, which is why few have. No wonder Cherry is your signature flavor. It's delicious, sugary, and fun - like you!

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is it coincidence that i AM using cherry- flavoured NIVEA lipgloss??

Men See You As: A Difficult Challenge

You must be an incredible hottie...Because it's the only way you can pull off the ice queen act. You're the type of woman that men love to chase. But if you don't stop running, you'll never get caught!

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i dont know about the hottie part (like lol) but the running part . . heh. thats why you cant help but think if there's more to these quizzes than mere fun.

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feel like geting The Best Of Eric Clapton. if there is one.

there's this particular song about his little daughter who fell out a window.

Would you know my name,
If I saw you in heaven.

super sad can.
ciao ~