the first of the last.

relishing the very first hour of the very last day of 2005. and its funny how im looking at the time now and its 12:05. well, not funny ha-ha of course- just funny.

and have been musing a lot. like whats new. especially on the train home last Wed, what with being 'close' to the natural landscapes of the countryside and all that. with no tall buildings in sight to distract my musings. just the sky the mountains the greenery you get the pic.



oh btw, the KL trip was fine thank you :)
was more of a "foodie holiday" which is totally fine for me. haha.
u guys should really check out the "The Chicken Rice Shop". ultra uber delicious, i tell you. as well as Auntie Anne's caramel dip. sigh. why dont they have these here in Spore.



but anyways, as i was saying about musings and stuff,
its funny how i was thinking of just letting go of this blog and letting my thoughts wander elsewhere and basically move on to some other place only known to me, when upon coming back and going around to the other blogs, found out that there are some others here who have decided upon the same thing.

like is that some kindred connection in action or what??
like deja vu. i mean, it was really weird coz there i was somewhere in Malaysia, while you guys are here in Spore, and yet we're all deciding or thinking about the same thing.

not one not two but three of our bloggers have decided to move on.
and they're still not the first few that i know of.

my point here is that i have indeed been contemplating.
about staying on or shifting to another place where i can muse freely, openly and honestly.


then i figured that hey, im still very much attached to this spot and all i need is just some changes here and there, or rather to the entire blog, and im good. i'll be inspired to continue writing here. right?


the problem is, i think i have left a part of me, if not just a little, back there on the train home.
i dont know what happened or how to explain it, but i think ive lost my muse.
yeah. like stated in the previous entry.

nothing here inspires me much anymore.
and i find that just so scary.


so im gonna be on a hiatus now. but i doubt it'll be for long la.
just need the time and space off.


so people.
here's welcoming yet another year, 2006 and wishing you guys an advanced "Happy New Year"
and the best of times.

its been a good year for me and i hope its been good for you guys too.
may 2006 be a better year, with more happiness, good health & wealth, and Love, for all of us.


till later.