a moment to remember. and cherish.

sometimes you are fated to only meet someone. it does not mean that you are fated to end up with him.

for some other people, they are fated to meet, and, also fated to end up together.

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i had some moment of peace just now. at my newfound secret location, which i was so delighted to chance upon because hardly anyone appears there except for the Bangla workers, who were thankfully just doing their work leaving me alone to savour that time by myself in the cooling gentle breeze, fanning my musings up to the blue blue sky.

and i remembered thinking how wonderful it would be if i could always feel that way.
so tranquil.
so serene.
so at peace with myself.

because only God knows how long i have been wanting to feel that way.
to not feel even a pinch of sadness, moroseness or gloom despite being alone.
it was like i knew at last what content really meant.

and if ever i were to fall into that dark bottomless pit again, like by just a tiny step,
i'd remember that moment to hold me back.

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People die so that others can appreciate life more. It's contrast.
i need to read Kite Runner again. paid a visit to the pig farmer (been ages! hee) and realised she wrote a bit abt how she felt reading it. and glad she loved it.
because i did :)

currently im reading Alain de Botton's On Love and its one literary read on the analysis of love.
its such a different read from what im used to but i love the experience.
because it makes me feel intellectual. ha! ;]

anyways,
i need to post up lots of overdued pictures.
but till another time!