insane love

- insane -

went to visit her that day. popped by just to see and take a look. didnt really know what to expect. but i knew i just had to. and so i did. but i was so sick of that sickly feeling that immediately acted in the bottompit of my stomach. the kind where you just get freakingly bleeding nervous and you feel choked up, y'know?


but i dont know if it was the same case for her.


maybe it was. coz i could just see it in her eyes.


but maybe not too.


but it matters not now. coz its all in the past.


now im good.


and thats what matters.


i can take a breather now and face the future with new zest, with no regrets.


yes.
its indeed a new start for me, now that the big 18 is just round the corner.


no more being plagued down by stupid lil things that only serve to keep my eyes off the main reason of life.


and if i can just summarise life in just three words, it will be that
life goes on.