call unanswered

-let it be-

is it my fault then that she didnt pick up the phone?

that the call had to be answered by the robotic operator?

that i summoned up enough courage and strength all for naught?



i dont understand why when we really want to let go of something, it just keeps coming back to you.


and yet, when you're really wanting something, it just would not happen.



"i put up my daily facade but then,
i just end up getting hurt again."


so what now.