little things in life

Sekolah Jalan Pemimpin
was a success.
=)

kudos to the AJC team and the crew and all for such a wunnerful engaging and totally hilarious show, not to mention the excellent cast. especially a certain Ms. Suliyati Berori.

(",)

i truly feel the show's worth more than the five bucks. and to think i was able to enjoy and appreciate a Malay play.

anyways. met the girls at YCK station and it was soO good to see everyone again. almost all of the girls were there cept for Puteri. we're planning a possibly another outz togets [Dhan's] on the 19th Aug. and the alumni meet on the 29th. it'll be another cool reunion.

saw many BP faces. and i somehow felt kinda weird in an unexplainable way. i guess i've just been gone for too long already that i kinda lost the connection with them. i dunnoe. its just weird la. i mean, i guess u cant force some things to happen and if its not meant to be, it just is not meant to.

yet i cant help feeling nostalgic about things. and whether things could have turned out differently. but even if they did, would i have liked it still? or would i remain regretful.

i guess there just isnt pleasing anybody.

the outz yesternight was like a reunion in more ways than one. and when you get into this part of the world, where you miss the past and fear whats to come in the future, you cant help thinking what in the world are you doing now, right at this moment, in the stage called the present.

are you doing enough to prepare yourself for the future? do you even know what you're going to do then.

yet at the same time, are you doing too much that you neglect and forget the past, till they become just a flitting memory in your head. and you realise that you've gone too far ahead and can never get back to what was old and comfortable then.

you're now at the crossroads where the future is just right there at your foot. just one step brings you into a wholely new world. but the question is not are you ready to take that step. but whether you're willing to.

bcuz sometimes, we would just really wish we can stay where we are or were, forever. that nothing needs to change. that everything and everyone can stay the same.

but there's no fooling anyone.

even a fool knows that changes happen every minute of the day. from the very change of dawn to dusk, which we as normal- thinking people often overlooks.

its the little things that we often overlook.

but its also these little things that help keep us reminded and grounded, of who we are, of where we come from. and thats why when we forget them, we forget too of who we truly are.

and of what truly matters.