Let Go.

im so proud of myself.
cuz i managed to convince myself to come to the 9 o'clock class today.
and i wasnt late.
=)

but i wasnt a good girl yesterday.

then again, we shldnt live in yesterdays.
cuz wat matters is now, the present.
lets not even go to tomorrow.
cuz we reallie cant predict whats to happen.
something or someone can just leave you, just like that.
with a wink of an eye.
with a snap of the finger.
without you knowing why.
and when u're awake again, you realise the world's not quite the same.
and you try to get back to where it last stopped.
but no matter how much you try to deny it, deep inside, you know you can never turn back the hands of time.


and that what's lost will be lost, forever.

i learnt this today.
and i hope that when the time comes, i will be as ready as i can ever be.
however unimaginable and scary it might seem.
but life and death, is part and parcel of life.
and whatever that has a beginning got to have an end too.

its just whether we can and are able to
let go.