the myriad layers of my life ::

change of scenery.

2007-03-31T21:20:00.000+08:00

Moved.See you there :)

what would you do

2007-03-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

For One More Day by Mitch Albom is a surprise gem.so sweet and honest.cant blieve i could actually still get teary- eyed reading the last pages just now in school, while the guys were being noisy at the back and a few others in respective personal quiet corners with their own reading materials. but i continued to literally bury my nose in those pages because i just had to know the ending!

all it takes.

2007-03-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

sometimes all it needs is a little kindness.no point in being mean.because afterall,they might be fighting a harder battle than you are.so be nice.:)

is it really the longest half of your life?

2007-03-18T11:30:00.000+08:00

hope you had the time of your life this 20th.because you totally deserve itmuch loves!<3

a collection.

2007-03-18T11:12:00.000+08:00

this has been a really draining week, but, a truly eventful one.:)from trying our best to rush out those two- stories- per- week regime,to a standing marathon for studio on Thurs (first time as studio cameraman and i believe last, heh.),while getting things (read: a non- existent portfolio) prepared for the NTU interview yesterday morning (phew, its OVER!),and above all, making sure that our "

and it goes on.

2007-03-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

forgive, sounds good.forget, im not sure i could.they say, time heals everything.but im still waiting.

the stained glass.

2007-03-02T21:05:00.000+08:00

to see a smile formed on the lips, only to look into a pair of vacant eyes, is the most haunting impression one can experience.like looking through the windows, expecting an interesting interior to what you thought was a captivating house, but all you feel is the thickness of the emptiness.impenetrable.and seeing nothing,you start to withdraw away,betrayed.the dark pupils like pools of black ink,

binded and bonded.

2007-02-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

like a key and its lock,different.but fits.

the unspoken.

2007-02-25T23:36:00.000+08:00

you looked at me, and i turned away,but there's this mutual understanding between us.that require no words,so maybe its true.we've been in love all this while.they say the silence between two people in love is the most blissful.

flip the page to a new year

2007-02-20T21:45:00.000+08:00

Sweet Home Alabama, Something's Gotta Give, Two Weeks Notice.my new favourite rom-coms, thanks to Ch5 and it being February.funny. sweet. awh-ish.Reese. Keanu. Sandra.nuff said :)next week,Lost in Translation and Adaptation.not to mention,Dreamgirls too. oh this cant be true.ok just had to put that last bit in, for rhyme sake. so cheesy, i know. wahah.but anyways,holiday's been eventful, to say

how would you tell yours

2007-02-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

just felt like posting up some of the favourite dances from the second season of So You Think You Can Dance. i think dancing's great. its like an art really, of telling a story. really feel too that dancers have a different kind of support and respect, love and dedication to one another, as compared to amongst singers. Dancefloor's pretty good, and am quite impressed actually at our standard, but

Not Ready To Make Nice

2007-02-19T18:00:00.000+08:00

Forgive, sounds good.Forget, I'm not sure I could.They say time heals everything,But I'm still waitingI'm through, with doubt,There's nothing left for me to figure out,I've paid a price, and i'll keep payingI'm not ready to make nice,I'm not ready to back down,I'm still mad as hellAnd I don't have timeTo go round and round and roundIt's too late to make it rightI probably wouldn't if I couldCause

comedy / tragedy

2007-02-11T16:54:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg.and i was just thinking sometime back of how wonderful it'd be if someone were to make it into a movie.was surfing through imdb to read up more on Stranger Than Fiction because i think its one fab movie. caught it yesterday in JB so thank goodness they were still showing it because i missed its run here. Stranger was stylistic, original and refreshing. loved it. Will Ferrell proved

on love.

2007-02-08T21:20:00.000+08:00

"Your sadness may double, but at least you'll feel whole."a roughly- remembered quote from the Ch8 drama currently showing. on how you'd feel when you've found that other someone. the someone who'd complete that other half of your heart which had remained empty no matter what you had tried to fill it up with. its like at long last, you feel utter happiness and a sense of whole. that you're

being wishy washy.

2007-02-04T00:30:00.000+08:00

you know that ad currently playing frequently on the SMRT screens, about the Dove Self- Esteem fund ? the song chosen is True Colours by Phil Collins. just that its a girl singing the song for that ad. no matter, and this is so random, but i happen to be listening to the song now and when the chorus came on, it sounded so familiar, i remembered it as the theme song of that ad.have been looking at

how a live show turned the tables on me.

2007-02-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

ok apparently, a particular other Fiknatik was disappointed with how this entry turned out because it didnt seem like i gave enough credit or justice to my newfound love for Taufik. err, did i just say the L- word ? gosh.so here's an edited version of the overdued recount.of a special night :) Taufik Batisah came to NYP for a campus concert, last 26th Jan 07, as part of the Open House line- up.

the ties that bind.

2007-01-31T20:28:00.000+08:00

the beloved Group Bor at least 7 out of the whole 9.during a group lunchout at Mad Jack's.the most conflicted group, initially, or maybe still, but that's exactly what make us tick and that's also why i love this group so much. the 8 Unlimitedprecisely because there are eight of us.and we're a dysfunctional bunch;] Dee & Mieneed i say more?the main soul and joy of my school life and i treasure

a moment to remember. and cherish.

2007-01-31T19:19:00.000+08:00

sometimes you are fated to only meet someone. it does not mean that you are fated to end up with him.for some other people, they are fated to meet, and, also fated to end up together.---i had some moment of peace just now. at my newfound secret location, which i was so delighted to chance upon because hardly anyone appears there except for the Bangla workers, who were thankfully just doing their

Konayuki by Remioromen.

2007-01-24T15:11:00.000+08:00

song is also from the One Litre of Tears OST.great song, loved it the mmt i heard it being played in one of the first few episodes. so happy that i managed to upload it here, so enjoy! :)im feeling better already haha.been down with the flu bug, so hasnt been to sch for three days.but back to the bed for now.head's starting to be woozy.school resumes again tmr ~

because you are so special

2007-01-20T19:27:00.000+08:00

a beautiful read. reading it reminded me of that time sometime in Yr2 i think, when we had to prepare a speech and i chose my topic on autism. read up pretty a lot on that in order to have substance for the speech and i remembered how taken in i was by this disability. i think the term "special" is so underrated for these people. because to me, they are really so special.[more]im even gonna get

fate, it cant be defined.

2007-01-20T12:45:00.000+08:00

"this disease, why did it choose me?"- One Litre of Tearsbased on a true story of 15- year- old Ikeuchi Aya, eldest daughter of a family who works at a tofu shop. Aya suffers from spinocerebellar degeneration disease, a cruel disease which has yet to have a cure to. this 11- episode drama is a tribute to this little girl's strength, courage and determination to live life to the fullest, inspiring

daffodils, dahlias, and daisies.

2007-01-14T11:56:00.000+08:00

earth to me.watched the sad parts of My Girl last night just so i can cry. i think i sound so damn pathetic right now but sometimes, a good cry is all you need. i was crossing my fingers the whole time though. didnt want history to repeat itself, and thankfully, the fuse were all good ;]cleared my head up a bit. lightened up this heart a bit.breakfast talk with mom was perfect. and it makes me

untitled.

2007-01-13T18:05:00.000+08:00

headed down to Suntec this morning to hear out NTU's Communication Studies talk.and sad to say that it didnt help one bit in making me feel less bleak about my future.listening to My Girl OST now, but it makes me want to cry. which is scary because listening to it is supposed to be bringing me joy, seeing how much i love it. but isn't it frustrating that the tears wont come out when you want them

what you dont realise.

2007-01-10T20:11:00.000+08:00

"But sometimes we get sad about things and we don't like to tell other people that we are sad about them. We like to keep it a secret. Or sometimes we are sad but we don't really know we are sad. So we say we aren't sad. But really we are."so i say that when it hit us, we are surprised. surprised at the sudden heaviness in the chest. surprised at how twisted your heart feels. surprised at the

sarang een gah you?

2007-01-06T15:20:00.000+08:00

"I don't remember from when it was,that I started to keep thinking about you.The thoughts would appear about twice,they kept expanding and I felt a bit surprised.I kept thinking to myself that it was nothing,but it was awkward when I talked to you.Is it love?If you're thinking the same thing, then is it a start for us?My heart keeps loving you, it's screaming for the whole world to hear.Why is it

the curious incident of the fuse in the night time

2007-01-06T13:37:00.000+08:00

one thing about having the computer up and running again, complete with a working Internet connection is that, i cant seem to do anything else but sit in front of the screen immersed in another world accessible only through links, htmls and scripts. for hours, no less. its like just that easily, i cant seem to sit down quietly with a book without feeling the itch in my fingers to switch the

say something.

2007-01-01T17:59:00.000+08:00

its a brand new year, can you believe it?i know i cant.anyways,i got feedback that i do too much gushing over hotties in my entries. but know what, i still cant resist it, especially when its someone deserving. heh. and, this is just the perfect situation where things can take a turn just like that. to whom this may concern, he's worth getting excited about!! hahaha. coz he's just . . well . .

yes, im back :)

2006-12-29T21:22:00.000+08:00

why does it not feel as though a brand new year is just around the corner?---watched the very awesome Goodfellas on Wednesday, awesome being not a good enough adjective to describe it and very not doing it enough justice. of course when it comes to Martin Scorsese, its always about the mafia world but i was really excited to at last be watching one of his movies. and yes, give him the Oscar

2006-11-30T16:12:00.000+08:00

there's a danger in loving somebody too much ---anyways,am hooked, so hooked, to J.T's "I Think She Knows". dont take it down from your blog k Zi? haha. like super nice la the song. the kind that the more you listen to, the more addicted you are to it. so pple, please go and download the song someway or another and get lost in the so addictive beats and super nice melody :)and yes,its never too

how do you know.

2006-11-28T12:08:00.000+08:00

S.O.S (someone come and rescue me)

2006-11-28T11:14:00.000+08:00

right, time to update this space, my dear girl.like where the hell are you lah uh. collecting dust, might as well delete it right?cant help it mah.computer at home sucks, and my hands are too full at school to be doing mindless things like updating this space.mindless things??sorry.aand, im busy at school chaperoning two nutcases who needs constant care and attention. max effort and energy

everyone needs a shoulder to cry on.

2006-11-10T10:45:00.000+08:00

hey babes,this one's for you.=hugs=hope you'll feel better soon.---on a diff note.have you ever had the feeling of wanting to talk to a certain someone so much, but you just cant bring yourself to it? coz you dont know how to start. coz you dont want to think of the complications that *might* arise. and yet you know that you would just make yourself happier if you'd make the first move.its a

its you and your stupidity.. but im good now.

2006-11-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

hi world.just had a change of title. and sub- title. and i wont deny that the change was influenced by something i read, as written by another. just like how we cant really deny how much others actually influence our thoughts and actions. the way someone can inspire by his words, making you suddenly want to pen something down, no matter what, just something, anything, because you were that

there's times i want someone more like me

2006-10-28T22:38:00.000+08:00

this disease, why did it choose me? because it searched the whole of the universe and found one who would best handle it.a quote on the whiteboard in the other printing room, the one with the scenery. took it down during the latest chill out session with the babes. and the three of us were wowed by the metaphor. simple yet so close to the heart. its like, in that instance, i could feel each of us

in other words, please be true.

2006-10-27T16:49:00.000+08:00

due to some request, let me just blog a while about TEP ;]and yes, im making use of the computers at school, though if one of the lecturers / director see this confession, its as if im writing my own deathnote. heh.and yes i want to watch death note.just for that pale- looking mascaraed- heavy guy. haha.nicknamed coincidentally . . L. like L for Liyana? LOL. ok im being so lame. and its no prizes

fly me to the moon and let me play amongst the skies.

2006-10-24T12:26:00.000+08:00

omg.even i cant believe im finally back in here, at long last. my comp didnt die on me afterall! just had to have faith (lots of it) and some trial and error. applied whatever limited IT knowledge i have and decided to press Ctrl+Alt+Del and what do you know? my dear friend here continued running and persevered to end a seemingly endless marathon.all these while.tsk me.but there's still some bug

i cant think of an appropriate title lah.

2006-09-23T14:40:00.000+08:00

time to update this space ! :Pcoz last checked, its almost a month ago since i last wrote in, gosh.but last few weekends have been packed, with what i cant exactly remember (remembering is not exactly my forte), but there were happenings and stuffs, which kept me away from all the motions of getting to this page. and as im typing, i can actually feel the dust on the keyboard. eew alright; too

gd morning, and gd night.

2006-08-27T01:34:00.000+08:00

blogging spree. haha.just some random pics from My Pictures. :) i think my fav 8Days cover. she looks smouldering and i like the title too. you go girl! i think this picture is so hot. if she wasnt already with Ryan, he'd suit her great too :) there really isnt any model since, who's got her wit and charm. love Elyse! adorable arent they?? cuties. haha. i didnt make this collage, im not tt pro.

just a random title.

2006-08-27T00:58:00.000+08:00

i dont know if its cause for concern, but i somehow have less urgency now to wanna be blogging. i mean, as compared to previous times, the frequency / desire even, is definitely less now. if then, i could be updating like more than once per day, now its like what, once per week?part of the reason is also because of this very moody computer of mine, and i kinda am tired of having to pacify it, to

im not missing :P

2006-08-21T17:30:00.000+08:00

right, i realise i need to update this space.but ! the comp at home is nearing its end is what i think and i kind of dont like the idea of updating my blog while at work. but since seeing that im alone now and what ther heck, to while away this ten minutes or so, before i go down to chat with the cleaning auntie (haha), might as well huh? but it'll be very haphazard, mind you. but thats whats a

you need not have.

2006-08-05T22:55:00.000+08:00

i hate it when people give you reason to hope, and then, let you fall, all the way back down. if i had known the outcome would be the same, that nothing would change, i'd rather you say nothing at all. i dont even mind the pretence. why bother trying to make things better ?i had already let you go.Lynette Scavo said that to Tom. and i thought it was the most heartbreaking one- liner you can ever

lets talk over popcorn.

2006-07-29T16:49:00.000+08:00

the lake house! yay yay yay. haha.ok not a very impressive review but what ther heck ! when i first heard ( i remember it was during the Oscar period when they came together ) that these two were going to act together again, these very two people who blew up the screens ( amidst the actual explosions ) with their sizzling chemistry back in the action flick Speed, twelve years ago, i told myself

its not a green mile, is it ?

2006-07-22T20:10:00.000+08:00

its been a while since i did a recap. well, the first and only time so far was for the first week, so i guess its fitting that im doing one now of the 14th week, the last for the first log book. yes, can you believe it, the last. and next week onwards, it'll be only ten weeks left of IPP. suddenly, six months do not seem that long afterall. anyway, here goes.Monday- convert Helen the Baby Fox

at the junction, to cross or not to cross.

2006-07-16T23:11:00.000+08:00

it takes two hands to clap.anyways,it was either sheer luck or fate i dont know that i chanced upon this graphic while blog hopping. was so elated la. didnt realise there was another soul out there who felt the same way i did when i first saw it. i mean, when put in a fitting context, as always, pictures speak volumes.first saw it on a One Tree Hill episode, drawn by Peyton ( my fav girl out of

im bronzed.

2006-07-15T18:15:00.000+08:00

i cant bliv im so darn proud that i got a . . . Bronze !when the odds were that i'd flunk the run cause its been sO long. but thank gawd for that last gasp of sprint, i managed to pass by a mere FOUR seconds ! imagine if i had slowed down somewhere or if i didnt will myself to run just a bit faster for that last 100 m, i'd have flunked man ! and i'd be darn frustrated at having to retake next

in loving memory of an angel.

2006-07-08T17:38:00.000+08:00

"It is because the human spirit knows, deep down, that lives intersect. That death doesnt just take someone, it misses someone else, and in the small distance between being taken and being missed, lives are changed."- the five people you meet in heaven.somehow im still amazed at how easily i can forget and only in certain times do i remember how really fragile life is. i think nobody can truly

screams foul at hanging suicidal computers.

2006-07-02T16:08:00.000+08:00

oh the time has come to flip the calendar.pretty fast huh ? seriously, i think the flying time cliche is the most overused, precisely because its so (irritatingly) true. and surprise surprise or rather, congrats to us IPP- people, but we've reached the halfway mark ! and to me, second halfs always seem faster than the firsts. just like how return trips seem faster than the going- to trips. yeah ?

im on a blogging spree.

2006-06-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

talk bt missing this space.oh wells x)Cars ! watched it last Sat with Mummy dearest and glad to say she loved it. well, we both did ! its really cute, and it doesnt just stop there. i mean, come on, its from Pixar who gave us Finding Nemo and The Incredibles. shockingly though, yes, i have yet to watch the former ( Dee, you're supposed to lend it to me like ages ago, haha )but anyway, as with the

is this title disappearing?

2006-06-25T08:30:00.000+08:00

a morning !trying to squeeze some time here and just to recap last night, it was great fun :)as usual with the madcap Suli aka Cam- whoring Queen ( as claimed by she, haha ) we took lots of nonsensical pics. but at times, its nice to let loose and make fun of ourselves. quick send me the pics, Aisy !and of course all the best to dearest Nas, leaving for Toronto next Sunday.tho we kind of lost

im fickle, pardon me :)

2006-06-24T18:25:00.000+08:00

its copyrighted, so i made sure it trails back to its origins :)so, im back (!) yes, go on, roll your eyes. haha.and i cant be happier :) tho i think i must be the most fickle- minded person to walk this earth. heeh. just felt like i would do good with a little break. refreshed the entire look along the way. yeah, some changes are indeed for the better. *cough.anw, i just feel like i need to

bid adieu

2006-06-04T16:00:00.000+08:00

i know this is rather abrupt, but goodbyes are always abrupt.so yes, this is it guys - the end of a peek into my world. its been some journey and great thanks to you specials who've been with me. it was good sharing.but you guys continue the passion for the written words yeah! i'll still be around in the blogosphere, leaving some love here and there. i just thought i need a different space for

i think this is the end.

2006-06-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

How do you know when to end a friendship?>> As soon as you get that sneaking suspicion that it never really began.(RD, May 2006)---maybe i dont know who you really are afterall.i dont know that you are afterall that kind of person.then why all the hours ? just all the hours.why must it always be like this, me disappointed.maybe im just expecting too much out of something.but i thought i knew

let me go home.

2006-05-28T17:20:00.000+08:00

Home( as sung by Elliot Yamin )Another summer dayIs come and gone awayIn Paris and RomeBut I wanna go homeMaybe surrounded byA million people IStill feel all aloneI just wanna go homeAnd I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to youEach one a line or two“I’m fine baby, how are you?”Another aeroplaneAnother sunny placeI’m lucky I knowBut I wanna go homeMmmm, I’ve got to go homeLet me go

if you're looking for trouble.

2006-05-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

Aras BaskauskasWinner of Survivor: Exile Island*screams*=))---made a lil change to the appearance of the comp.but the result is much much bigger. at least the words are not staring right in my face now. the font's all compact and small. nice. and its weird how this entire paragraph revolves around size.hahah, ok whats so weird ? ?but anws,Week 5 came and went just like that. when you think about

dont let yourself go.

2006-05-13T16:00:00.000+08:00

i went around the various blogs and lifestories.and it saddens me when i come across some heartfelt writing, that truly comes from the heart, that speaks of pain and hurt. which can only come out through the writing. because if you were to look at the person, you wont think he / she is anything but a happy, carefree and easy- going soul. and yet, words can say so much, even if the initial

this is how it goes.

2006-05-07T22:30:00.000+08:00

"Remember that you can't be brave if you have only good things happen to you."___its been a nice weekend. this fam has been spending more and more 'comfortable' times with each other. and i dont mean to have anything placed in between the lines with that confession, just that, sometimes you cant help comparing your family to others', wondering why yours is this way and why its not the other

im free to decide.

2006-05-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

"The only way to avoid being miserable is to not have enough leisure time to consider if you're happy or not."---Happy Labour Day peeps ! ( makes more sense now that we're part of the working world, eh ? haha )and Happiest 29th Anniversary to the folks !its really more fun preparing the surprises than being the one on the receiving end =))and i have a new found love for stickers. haha.there'll be

i cant catch you.

2006-04-23T16:05:00.000+08:00

a big hello ! to the blogosphere and all the blogorians ;]been neglecting this space eversince i started a new life over at the new place so lets get it started shall we ? i have exactly 30 minutes. to those concerned / interested, ( coz i usually write as if i'll be the only one reading it ) this post is specially dedicated for you ! =)) but pardon some phrases, which might come off as mere self

at the break of dawn.

2006-04-13T15:11:00.000+08:00

SHAW RENTERS is a distribution company for local & international movies and is located at SHAW CENTRE. so come visit me/ have lunch with me ! haha :) oh but i do have a lunch partner. that is, if we can have lunch at the same time ~ oh wells.and the man called, the Mr. Terence Heng, who is Azhar's friend as well. i guess to 'break the ice' or sth before i officially start this coming Monday (!)

SHAW RENTERS.

2006-04-11T17:07:00.000+08:00

for the next six months starting this 17th ! !ahh, wish me luck pple !kinda psyched i guess ?but cant help feeling nervous too. haha.well here's wishing THE BEST to all the peeps !=))---edit: Reese & Joaquin on Oprah was fantastic !love to bits these two most down- to- earth and humble people ever, who are also so talented in what they do.heart ! =))and on a side note,im reading this book poetry

be with me.

2006-04-10T16:57:00.000+08:00

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and

sweet treats.

2006-04-09T15:05:00.000+08:00

thanks to the lemah lembut makcik, i gotta list down the seven dream qualities in a lover, state the gender and tag seven others. so here it goes ~Gender: Male ( cant state otherwise right, lol )The 7 dream qualities :1. i like broody looks.2. and yet, he has this amazing and the kindest heart.3. very giving.4. definitely does not whine and get all petty. ( thats a girl's part. hee. )5. humorous

You Give Love A Bad Name

2006-04-05T15:15:00.000+08:00

J. Bon Jovi, R. Sambora, D. ChildAn angel's smile is what you sellYou promise me heaven, then put me through hellChains of love got a hold on meWhen passion's a prison, you can't break freeYou're a loaded gunThere's nowhere to runNo one can save meThe damage is doneShot through the heartAnd you're to blameYou give love a bad nameI play my part and you play your gameYou give love a bad nameYou

simple kind of life.

2006-04-04T16:16:00.000+08:00

its indeed true when they say that if you're not ready to bring a life into this world, then jolly well wont. coz if you do, you'd better ensure you shower that lil darling with all the love and care and warmth he can get before he gets old enough to understand that life is not such a charming thing. coz where else can he get the best of love other than at home from the very people who brought

let it go away.

2006-04-01T23:20:00.000+08:00

one thing i really hate to do is to disappoint people.thats why i get xtra anxious when people start putting hopes on me, so high, that i can be crushed by the sheer weight of it.____The Mango Season by Amulya Malladi is such a pleasant turn away from my usual reads ( Vine's dark and heavy ). its so full of warmth, and so lovable i can just hug and kiss it :)i should get more of these kinds.

always the hours.

2006-04-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

Virginia Woolf: Someone has to die in order that the rest of us should value life more. It's contrast.and how rightly so.The Hours last Saturday night.didnt instantly write on it coz, i dont know, it kinda has that shattering impact, pardon the dramatism, but yeah. a story or rather, stories around three ladies with a central theme of depression and the feeling of worthlessness, and the desire to

"Thanks a lot mannnn!"

2006-03-29T16:11:00.000+08:00

You Have A Type B+ PersonalityB+ You're a pro at going with the flowYou love to kick back and take in everything life has to offerA total joy to be around, people crave your stability.While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's doneYou're passionate - just selective about your passionshref=" Do'>http://

warm touches.

2006-03-28T18:55:00.000+08:00

wow, sure feels long since ive been here.when usually its an update nearly everyday, or heck, sometimes more than once daily. but thing is, cant really rembr what ive been busy w exactly. lol. talk abt brain power.but anyhoos,bought myself a new puzzle book, which is waaay nicer ! haha.for one, i cld do them. and another, its FUN. challenging but not overly so. at least, not till e stage where i

scarlet fever.

2006-03-24T16:40:00.000+08:00

Evey Hammond: You're getting back at them for what they did to you.V: What was done to me was monstrous.Evey Hammond: Then they created a monster.____________________________________________ Aku punyai teman,teman sepermainan.Ke mana saja dia selalu ada aku. Namun aku bingung,ketika dia bilang cinta.Dan dia juga katakan ingin menjadi kekasihku. Cukuplah saja berteman denganku.Janganlah kau

vox populi.

2006-03-23T11:10:00.000+08:00

Remember, remember the fifth of November.V for Vendetta.H for Hit.so smashing good, i loved every minute of it.Natalie Portman was awesome as the leading character to bring us, e audience, through the story, and Hugo Weaving as 'V' was perfectly cast as the enigmatic hero. he was SO charismatic, and because he had to wear a mask, displayed his emotions thru his body language and the tonation of

mawar berduri.

2006-03-20T14:42:00.000+08:00

telah ku cuba sedaya,sekuat di hati.agar kita berdua,akan terus bersama.tapi apakan terdaya,ku tak kau hargai.apa guna pura- pura,cubalah mengerti.berilah keikhlasan hatimu padaku.tak sanggup ku terus hidup sebegini.---bought myself a couple of puzzle books.to keep this brain working.but in my haste, got myself the harder one, the 3rd series, and its so tough, im really literally in every sense

trials, truths, and error.

2006-03-18T14:02:00.000+08:00

lets have some fun ! =)You Should Be A PiscesWhat's good about you: carefree and compassionate, you are truly light heartedWhat's bad about you: when things get bad, you tend to retreat and not let others inIn love: you're a true romantic - it's flowers, bubble baths, and candles all the wayIn friendship, you're: eager to lend a sympathetic ear and likely to develop a deep connectionYour ideal

the slim shady.

2006-03-17T16:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH ! ! !to the Dee. aka Adilah Bte Adnan.let's celebrate !alamak dah tuaaa la orng tuuu heheh ;]---anw,on our prev outing, i got myself Eminem's Curtain Call : The Hits. (!!)as well as SOT OST ( hehe ) Walk The Line for sis :)but from Eminem, Mockingbird has got to be my fav.like how can you not be moved by it ? ?"Hailie, I know you miss your momAnd I know you miss your dad when I’m

so good. but too good.

2006-03-16T17:49:00.000+08:00

back from a trip out to Geylang. with the Mom.wanted to see the new temporary look. and to also search for the delicious mee siam we last tasted on one of the many recent trips to the O.E house. went arnd all the stalls, scrutinising the different mee siams and the gravy, if its the same reddish- orangey kind. finally decided on this stall's that vaguely look like that other delicious kind. so

the final goodbye.

2006-03-14T19:44:00.000+08:00

---actually, ive got nothing to write abt.and that'd be such a lie.so truthfully, ive got so much to say but just not enough motivation to.but anw,tmr marks the 7th day since the passing of my granddad.and hence, we'll be having another prayer session tomorrow night, this time with the extended family. definitely a bigger affair than Sat's.i guess its some way for us to give a final and formal

a prayer.

2006-03-11T12:14:00.000+08:00

its such an irony that there i was telling people to do what they want to coz often, we "regret over what we didnt do rather than over what we did." and yet, i didnt practise enough what i preached. now, its just too late, much too late coz he's already gone and there's nothing i can do abt it. except pray to God to continuously bless his soul.my beloved granddad passed away this past Thursday at

movie date with the Dee.

2006-03-09T00:43:00.000+08:00

ok. its been a long day and my eyes are all reaaally heavy and the wind from the fan blowing directly into my eyes is stinging. BUT, i really got to take this short moment to say this:GO WATCH GUBRA NOW BEFORE IT STOPS SHOWING.really really really.esp to those who have watched SEPET. and bliv me when i say you wont regret this sequel, which to me, is more in all aspects present in the former.

the golden moments.

2006-03-06T14:00:00.000+08:00

Reese Witherspoon !! was honoured the Best Actress nod for the Oscars :)but Joaquin Phoenix did not clinch the Actor category. sadly. and he looks so haunted still. . kinda pains you to look at him. with those sad eyes that i dont know, are just so haunting. the exact word that i wanna use is like so far away at the back of my head but yeah ~anw, in other news, i.e fashion- wise :)The Ladies:

you're spinning me.

2006-03-03T23:32:00.000+08:00

You think that we connectThat the chemistry's correctYour words walk right through my earsPresuming I like what I hearAnd now I'm stuck in the web you're spinningYou've got me for your preySorry I'm not home right nowI'm walking into spiderwebsSo leave a message and I'll call you backA likely story, but leave a message and I'll call you backYou're protruding on what's mineYou're taking up my

my parasite.

2006-03-02T16:44:00.000+08:00

You came in with the breezeOn Sunday morningYou sure have changed since yesterdayWithout any warningI thought I knew you (woah)I thought I knew you (woah)I thought I knew you well, so well.---so its a free day for me today! which equals to rest and recuperation day, lol. and yet, when you're used to having something to do for the day, on the days that you have nothing planned, you're suddenly at

scale it with me.

2006-02-27T16:28:00.000+08:00

why is it you that i think of,why cant i dream of another.when we're at the opposites of the table.my sista says to love you,but my mummy says to bid adieu.and im just playing with my own spoon.not one to play,and never one to say,what i dont mean.yet i find myself saying,how good you are for me.oh who am i fooling.

my misfit :: no doubt it's you for me now.

2006-02-27T01:56:00.000+08:00

went for the KUMON talk on Sat.would be nice if we have the $$ enough to open up our own branch.coz the Kumon Method of teaching sounds pretty interesting enough, with importance placed on the kids' own pace of learning. not age. and the sets of worksheets are really unique. at least they looked fun. also, emphasis on moulding life- long skills and behaviours into the kids. like they'd grow up to

running.

2006-02-24T10:24:00.000+08:00

Run, running all the timeRunning to the futureWith you right by my sideMe, I'm the one you choseOut of all the peopleYou wanted me the mostAnd I'm so sorry that I've fallenHelp me up, let's keep on runningDon't let me fall out of loveRunning, running as fast as we canDo you think we'll make it? (Do you think we'll make it?)We're running, keep holding my handSo we don't get separatedBe, be the one

for 8 centuries.

2006-02-21T17:05:00.000+08:00

8DAYS celebrates its 800th issue! :) there was the cast of 9 Lives. Kui Jien & beau, Sarah Tan, also hosts of that speed- dating show, A Light Affair.check out the cheesy 8DAYS writer, Tommy Wee, in tomorrow's epi. ^^ post fashion show, by Crocodile.also starring Shaun Chen ( he looks so charming in person! ) and Mark Zee, who is as cocky in person as he was on that other dating show. eurgh.on a

candy fest.

2006-02-18T08:44:00.000+08:00

faaavee :)Milo Ventimiglia. Alexis Bledel. F4!bet you didnt know i was NUTS bt them. or maybe you'd have guessed la. anw, they're getting back together, so shoo 5566! haha. oh and sorry bt the head Vaness. the overdued Diana Ser pictos. copyrights cleared :)*told ya she was sucha doll.oh, and thats Irene Ang at the back, hee ~ simplicity at its best. check out the heart !<3 the love of my

if only.

2006-02-16T16:02:00.000+08:00

these two posters kind of reflect each other, as pointed out by Ong Sor Fern, the film critic for ST ( life! Feb 15). and dont you think so ? when she mentioned it, i was like, ohyah ah! they are rather similar, in the way the leads are not looking at each other, or directly at the camera in fact, as well as how they're positioned. for eg, Heath is in Kate's position and maybe coincidentally, or

morning jam.

2006-02-15T08:17:00.000+08:00

morning world.yes, its only 8:17 in the morning and im already up ??strike while the iron is hot, people ~ heh. whatever that means anyway.i foresee the next two months stretching out ahead of me, so luxuriously, its a sin.gotta pepper it here and there with some *useful and benefitting* activities. like duh, i know.but for now, its just abt relaxing and relishing in the missed feeling of being

my fascination.

2006-02-13T13:15:00.000+08:00

the family went to a wedding together ( like finally its the complete set of the four of us ) yesterday. afterwhich a visit to the Grans. and for once too we decided on taking the bus instead of the MRT, for the simplest reason that there'll be a higher guarantee for seats. and the day was so fine the sky such a clear blue, i couldnt resist taking a few. pardon the blurrness yeahh ;] check out

can you walk the line.

2006-02-12T00:08:00.000+08:00

i just lurrrve the poster. so magical and so ... yeah, undefinable. and the movie ?Awesome. dont really know how best to sum it up, lest i do it no justice. but its just SO amazing, you really got to see it for yourself :)its not very dramatic, very mind- blowing or anything like that. its actually quite the typical story of how he got famous and then getting down in the dumps and how no one

a talk with god.

2006-02-11T01:15:00.000+08:00

http://www.titane.ca/concordia/dfar251/igod/main.htmljust some excerpts:Me: yes grey eyes with red hairGod: " Far out. Is that the only color is the only color and yes you wish you had grey eyes?"? yes grey eyes with red hair? My brain uses AIML to format responses to your inputs, but I don't have one for that.Me: pityGod: What are you wearing?Me: such a personal questionGod: It sounds very

chasing strawberry popcorns.

2006-02-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

of the many stars in the sky,its that lone star that catches my eye.---all the best peeps for the last and final exams of our life!haha. k just from Poly life that is. but stillll ~might be on a hiatus till its all over.or maybe not, lol.in e meantime, stay cool and calm and keep on loving.and living. =)

floating away.

2006-02-04T18:20:00.000+08:00

i see this as therapeutic, not a distraction.and this calmness is rather unnerving but beats those quirky ball of nervousness squirming around squirmishly in the stomach, anytime la ~spent the 'entire' day with Power98. kept me company and sane as i rush thru memorising stuffs bt how a magazine works out, the differences between the business and editorial depts of a newspaper, or what a Copy

happiness is a habit.

2006-02-03T20:02:00.000+08:00

three more days!oh why am i even bothering to countdown.im still not done revising two of the modules.and yes i know its such a dis- courtesy to let others in on your burden coz they of course, obviously, have their own issues to handle. but it was nice sharing =)and Survivor rocked just now!=))so yes.happiness is a habit. so cultivate it.---of wildflowers in the wind,you're the one im missing.

dreamless wonders.

2006-02-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

sometimes it strucks you just how pointless it all is.and you feel like an outsider to your own self, like a third party just observing your own actions, how you're responding or reacting to the mundane things around, leaving nothing for you to do but just look. . and do nothing.but as always, you just doggedly go on and cross the fingers and hope for the best. even if you're not quite sure

the animal instinct.

2006-02-01T14:57:00.000+08:00

its funny how we cringe and moan and grumble and all those other negative connotations at the announcement of a test. when in actuality, tests help to better prepare you for the examinations. they really do, help out in the revision stage prior to the big papers. simply because you have already studied it before and more or less have them, if not vaguely, imprinted in your minds. such that when

Franz Ferdinand!

2006-01-30T20:35:00.000+08:00

my latest fad. <3gotta get LIME. they're on the cover! haha.and i wanna go to their concert! right here in Spore, Feb 16, if im not wrong.and talking bt Feb 16, Brokeback is running for R-21.so e very damn can.-___-"but on to another note,many nice shows coming soon!sucha sweet treat for a TV freako like me =))---been a long day today.wondering how the Escape outing went and wishing i had come

trip out.

2006-01-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

i had fun =)lots of red uh?serious stuff tomorrow.

am i everything to you.

2006-01-27T17:44:00.000+08:00

k its official.the whole world is mugging and im here blogging.this always happens. to hell with the priorities.sorry.tried to start on SOO's but the chatter outside is just too loud and i cant exactly shut my door coz thats like rude la. and later, another uncle will be coming. . so there goes precious revision time coz of course i gotta help mom out with the tea and all that stuff. the usual

the advent.

2006-01-26T22:21:00.000+08:00

Cloud, Yazoo and Kadaj,this sem has been a blast :)the fun and kinkified times we had, gonna miss them all and i feel truly honoured to have had the chance to know you gals better. though there were also times filled with tension, which is inevitable due to those looming deadlines and the increasing pressure to perform, the best memories still weigh more. so here's wishing you three the best of

ride on me.

2006-01-25T00:40:00.000+08:00

i so cant wait for this. Brokeback Mountain. both Heath and Jake look uber hot la.yeah yeah, gay stuff and all. like get over it already.and i so dig the poster. like so wah like that la ~ haha.here.oh and pardon the puns ;]